Oh hay guys, guess what~

...just kidding :3

( This be an intro-post! )


Work in progress!

SO. I'm 14 years old now.

Discuss.

((more to come on awfulness tomorrow. not right now <3 ))

I'm sitting in the airport right now, in front of our gate. Still haven't been hit yet. But eh... it's sinking in.
In any case, we still have like an hour before we can finally board the plane. We've been sitting here for half an hour already. My parents get calls every five minutes from people sending their condolences and stuff. My dad's got himself under control, Alhamdulillah. Mamma... I can see tears falling down her cheeks every so often and they both do sigh a lot. Dada died from a heart attack. It was pretty massive, apparently. He doesn't have a history of heart attacks at all, this was his first time. I... honestly, I knew it was just a matter of time before something like that happened, horrible as it sounds. He smoked a LOT. Seriously. And well... at his age...

I let myself cry a little earlier while I was talking to Asma. But right now, like I said earlier, I'm still numb. I'll be distraught as hell if I do come, probably. Bhai's flying in tomorrow, Inshallah. He was really attached to Dada. And Aimee's going to come too, so I'm happy about that. I missed them both a lot. I wonder if we can go to Lahore... I doubt it very much, but it would be awesome if we could. *sighs*

Oh, well... I should go. I love you all.

Neiha~